Trust me kid, it's not the end of the world.

Summer is heading my way, and I still have no clue what to do!  I have a couple of fabulous options, but I really need to start planning now and getting them down on paper (booking tickets, places etc.) if they are going to happen.
Methinks that some of them are very difficult to achieve, but I really want to get the most out of these two and a wee bit months.  To go to Salamanca and have a riot while learning a language I love?  Or just going plain round Europe and doing whatever whenever?  I am caught between the two, but on top of that, the chance for an internship with a local design house, and a volleyball camp to top it off? Or do I design that capsule collection by myself and use the summer as portfolio experience? AAAAAH.  No tengo ni idea.

Not so fabulous.  A part of me, just wants to relax and have one of those typical summer sun summers, lazing in a backyard paddle pool, with a barbecue grilling every night, carefree and spontaneous days.  That's what it's all supposed to be about, right?  I think all this plus all the other crap that's going on isn't doing me much good when it comes to decision making.  Not that I was ever good at making decisions.  I think my main worry is that I won't enjoy my summer unless I'm doing something.  I look back and I think "what a retard." who doesn't enjoy summer?

I wish my room would look more like this.  I'd feel more rad.