Last Days of Summer

Sad story.  I know.  I can't believe it's finally here.  The end of summer.  That's it.  This is my last summer before school ends and I'll never have a between grades summer.  Next time it'll be between schools summer.  And frankly, that freaks me out. A lot.
I still don't know where I'm going, I am glad for the epiphany that hit me in Grade Ten, but hopefully someone will be nice enough to provide me with another so I can really figure out where I want/should go. I'm thinking California is the place for me, yet I don't know. There is a growing fashion scene and I feel like my aesthetic could really go a long way there, what with the environment.  Plus it is a home to the stars which makes for good exposure.  The thing is people usually work in fashion capitals, to get to the stars, because stars don't come knocking on your door to wear your clothes.  GAH.  I feel like I'm going too much into this. I am aren't I?
I can't believe this is the last year, with all my friends from school.  I am gonna miss them all so so so much.  I am sad that I only got two years to know some of them, and the saddest part is some shall remain unknown.  But that is life indeed.
I just want to make the most out of this year, I'm pumped to do my best in everything I try, and after mocks, I feel a certain sense of ease setting in.  But it's not over til it's over.
Ah well, I just need to send a certain thanks to Summer 2011, you've been pretty darn amazing.  I couldn't really have asked for much more.  So danke.  Everything that's happened has taught me something, and it's been surreal. I've had so many new experiences ;) all happening in the space of about seven weeks.  I don't feel completely changed, but to a certain extent, renewed.  Happy.  Ready to start it all over again.

Here is what I did when I was procrastinating the end of my EE.  That's right, you read right END OF EE MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.  I am 500 words away bitchez, even though I'm totes going to go over the word limit.  I shall throw it in the face of my supervisor, who will be kind enough to assist me in cutting it down. Then life gets better/or worse depending on if she likes it or not.  Oh well, at least I'm not like some who have done all of 400 words (you know who you are.) so I'm laughing except not really cause there's a pile of other work that I have been blatantly ignoring.  So I gots to go get it all done. ART HELP ME.

It's loverly innit?  It's my new desktop, with an antique wash over it, to give it even more of a boho vibe. Ah hopefully another shoot should be in the making soon, have been pretty dormant this summer with the sewing.
Ciao x